I’ve previously grossed myself out (for many reasons, surely) but most of all for constantly laughing at the most inappropriate things in life. I don’t know what it is about everything going to hell that I find so fucking hilarious, but I absolutely do. Life is constantly just so fucked, and I’ve been through so much shit that at this point I have no choice but to laugh or I’ll kill myself (just joking don’t call the cops lol).
I know it sounds terrible, but the worse things get the funnier things get, and that may come off a bit rude at times depending on how bad the situation is, but it’s funny and I can’t help it, I’m sorry!!!!!!!!!!! When something terrible happens to me the jokes scroll across my mind like a fucking teleprompter. And half the time I shouldn’t say these things out loud, but I have mild autism and no filter and it makes it really hard to not be brutally honest. So I say it anyway, usually after internally screaming at myself “don’t say it, don’t say it, don’t say it”… I indeed say it.
Horrible situations shouldn’t be funny. I understand that. But managing to laugh at the worst times in life makes those situations livable. Now I’m not 100% sure, but that sounds like a big giant defense mechanism to me. However, I’m still in love with it. Turns out, sarcastic people aren’t just assholes; we are also brilliant pioneers trailblazing the way to not killing ourselves by laughing at everything instead of the bleak alternative of taking life seriously!! If you can make jokes about the worst days, imagine the laughs you’ll have on the good ones.
Sarcastic people have managed to unlock the superpower of being able to laugh at the bad times. And since life IS a bad time, it’s a great superpower to have!!